was looking at bao bao's and ster's blog jus now... so xian mu... they are in aussie now.. studying n picking more skills... looking at sters drawing didn't know he can draw so well.. looks like an architecture student for sure. heart a bit pain.. missed tat chance.. n will never have that chance a again. that's something i regretted ba i guess..
now in singapore other than work n family.. life is a bit boring. i still hope that everything can go back to how it started. i guess saying much does not help.. jus face it ba edna~ hmmm let me see.. a bit sian of work now.. feel like going on a holiday.. but... alone meh?? er.. whaha.. maybe .. i think its time to think of wat i wanna do in the future.. its job can only lead me to earn more money but no future i guess...
jus hope i can save more money... slim down a bit.. get more ideas to think wat should i do in the future...
juan's birthday is coming.. dunno wat to buy for her. met her tat day n tok a lot. 10 years of friendship.. she got a good temper.. a bit sturborn sometimes.. but still afford to take comments.. very into ahmen stuff.. but i've told her not to influence me le.. whaha.. u are right... there are no best friends... she is jus a life time friend who stays with me when i'm unhappy. i feel bad.. we dun meet up very often n i dun really tok to others when i'm down. but she calls me every 2 weeks to see if i'm alright. :) thank u.. maybe u won't be able to read this but i appreciate ur undertanding n commiment towards this friendship.
sometimes.. i see my life is like ball.. it bounch up and down.. n rolled evenly on the ground... n sometimes it jus stop n nth happen. until then.. it burst(lao hong) becoz its left there.. its a bit quiet now though. its the "ball stop time" but i won;t let it burst ... intead..trying to bounch again on the ground. I control my life n feelings. after undergoing that serious break-up , i became stronger. thank u mr lionel ho lan jiao lang. u really changed me ... now.. anyother things which came n smack on my face.. i'll jus face it n continue walk.. i'm still myself.. like a sister.. like a mother, looked fierce but no temper. patient n blur. someone with no much words n comments. someone who like to help but sometimes get myself into trouble.. that's me. lesson learnt? not to trust someone easily... especially guys.. but to put too much effort in a thing or a watever ship. never offer too much too ppl n give myself into trouble. show only 50% of appreciate to others...
tok too much in blog also not very good... in the future.. i jus wanna stay tough work hard n stay alone n do my things n feed my hamsters. jia u:)