心情真差，没心情工作

Check this out.. i really got nothin to do n u know wat... i went to explore the net... n guess wat i found?? my ex 's blog... http://kqxpdwko.blogspot.com/# check out how happy they can be n leaving this stupid idoit here....

the day before.. i finally found out why my ex left me... why he left me for someone he knew for 2months and give up our 4 years relationship.. wanna know why..
i've got this good friend.. Cai yi.. we knew each other as long as i knew him, fucking 6 yrs.. we usually talk on the phone... so while we r toking.. we mention about him.. Once yvonne called chris n say" chris! i saw edna's ex with this tea pot... eeeeee w the.. " so chris ask.. "really? so who is better?" " edna of course... she looks like a anutie la.. n teapot!" lol.. thanks to yvonne.. a bit funny... so i told cai yi about that..
getting curious again.. y he left me for someone not hot .?? EuUUuueee... then caiyi commented.. some ppl no matter how much u tok to him.. if he;s stuborn, he'll never listen.. so i ask wat he meant.. n u know wat.. one year ago.. he actually knew my ex knowing this girl n started to tok to her.. but.. he choose to keep quiet.. thanks.. but i dun blame him.. he jus dun wanna to be KPO like me.. u know wat.. he said " lionel says that he have already give u a lot of chances:

!!!! u know wat chances is that???? TO SLIM DOWN>>>>>>
-_- 5 yrs ago when i met him i'm already like that then wat??? then cow me for fuck..
but.... seriously when i know the damn reason.. i wanted to force my tears out but i can't.. for this one yr.. i've tried to let go.. n i did.. this one yr is terrible.. my friendship problems r making me feel worst.. but.. nvm.. even how lonely i am.. i can still work things out myself..

WOW.. becoz i'm fat.. he left me... best thing.. that girl who he's with now...? teapot.. short n plump... nothing better... thanks for looking such a girl... some more.. stay few blocks away from my house.. best.. almost every morning i have to see her.. sometimes have to see u n her together on my neighbourhood or bus..

ppl next time when u 2 time ur girl can u find someone futher a not.. cb... dun make de one u're going to abandon so miserable can... lastly.. fuck off... oh.. not like that la.. cannot like that.. i mean.. anyway u r so happy with her now.. i got nothign to say la.. but.. er xin er xin.. sooner or later u 'll also get..... lol.. yaya..

hai~ its a christmas eve today.. got to start work at 10am.. then company lunch at 1pm. at tanglin place sia.... after eating.. boss n lady boss got to discuss something but anyway they got their own programme to go la.... then my bb... wat's new.. with the bf.. bf came down to fetch her to watch a movie with his friends.. then.. me leh..-_- went home... so boring.. hai...

looked around me... so so so so many ppl... syl is working very hard.. nic going work... later buying presents.. mer ask me out but with the 2 guy for movie.. but.. then juan.. ask me go church becos there's a function there. i really dun feel like going.. she has been asking me since last week man...hai.. then wat to do? go home lo... lunch at tanglin is damn far la.. i took 36.. then stop at parkway then took 31 then stop at the factory then cross over n took 38 again... i took freaking 3 buses back home! so frustrating la... kaoz..

then watch tv watch tv programs... till now lo.. my mother came back le.. then i will have to surrender the tv to her le lo... hate this man.. being alone on a christmas eve????? can u imagine?? but its alright... i jus fell peaceful...

wana make fun go ahead.. none of ur businesses.. dun gugu .. now.. waiting for juan, or nic to be free n ask me out le lo.. syl.. got store party sia.. its time for her to have a bit of fun at work.. s tiring.. got to work on christmas some more.. so sad la.. then night snack some more.. tiring.. si bei xing ku.. but.. wat's new... :) thanks for tokin on the phone with me yesterday:) happy working guys...

wa sian... ZOUK yesterday was a failure man... crowded but yet.. the music sucks a big time lo.. sian wan leh... we.. bao, juan, chris, izon, me and juan friends are dancing like happily until.... this "PRO PRO" Dj come n turn turn turn spin spin spin.... wa lau.. its interesting at first lo.. but after that.. it was damn boring lo.. wa lau.. cannot tahan lo... it was then very irritating after like 45 mins staying on de dance floor doing nothing lo.. can u imagine?? so tired .. after months then i decide to go club again n this happen sia.. wat the.. damn du lan.. sian... go off...

it seems that there a little war at syl's blog... i think she is damn sad.. not being understand by her very best frien who did not listen to her side of her story and ... this can't be blame.. nothing can helped.. its over...

this friendship thing has become more complicated.. y...
people who vent their anger n express themselves--wrong!
people who kept quiet n try to help out---- wrong!
people who control temper n tok things out nicely -- wrong!
people who hide their feelings and once they cannot take it the voice out--wrong!

then wat u guys want the person to do sia... wa lau eh... very xing ku wan leh...

dun help out also wrong.. help out also wrong.. then kanna mistaken.. then lose one close friend.. then wat.. i know i'll never learn.. never learn not to be kpo.. but i'm jus like that.. the very first day u guys knew me are already like that lo..

mus the person who can tok alot n arouse the group's attention be the one who can express their feelings... weird leh.. since when u see i lose my temper to a friend.. tell me lo.. wa lau... then when wanna lose temper kanna say this n that ... n accidentally do something wrong the person leave u... think about it la.. how i time i spend with u lo... i put i life ... my entire life for a friend ok.. n now i get this..

two good friends quarrel.. one is becoz ones feel that i'm upset becoz the other was angry.. i'm just commenting... sharing my feelings.. then end up saying something that make u two quarrel... blame me ok.. blame me... its becoz i scare of this n scare of that.. i 'm so childish n i dunno how to voice out my feelings.. shoot me lo... all of u.. shoot me.. i'll jus keeo quiet like i always be.. next time i'll jus be the noisy wan n tok a lot of cork..

not all friends r that wei da to be there for u always.. spend farking whole day? half day? money? for a friend? for a good friend i do everything.. if u know me well think about it.. did i reject anything that u all requested whenu seriously needed help.. i owe u wan ah.... need to bully like that de huh... i dun lose my temper easily.. n i won't lose my temper on my friends.. if u guys did.. think about it ok.. people who can accept ur temper doesn't mean that u can continue.. think about how this stupid farking idiot feel when u guys are saying" edna... i never blame u.. but u r the nicest person of the gang but u cannot blar blar blar" . say le then say so sweet things ah..

aiya.. dunno la.. people who i concern and who are damn sad now r syl n nunu..
hope they n stand up n be strong...
girlfriend.. how much u wanna blame me u jus tell me.. i'll jus accept it.. i jus make me so so so so upset when i look at the sms u send to me.. saying me.. how much i will tear in the office jus by reading ur sms. i wanna share ur sadness n anger but u r jus pushing me away ... assuming that "PERSON" words are write... i can't be good friends with 2 of them.. saying that that's childish.. -_- thanks ah...

forwarding smses is my habit?? i wouldn't wana waste my money to forward smses sia... wat the...if u all thing its becoz of the tan tan's thing... good... i'll now explain myself.. whether u like it or not.. ur business...

* wat i need do is jus to help TT to return S her jacket. this is has been pushing here n there becoz there's only me to help... let me ask.. other than me.. who will u ask to pass the jacket? i'm willing to help until one day TT is very angry n wanted me to take the jacket from her immediately n return to S. almost everyday before i return the jacket i'll have the misson in my heart to return this. I got work.. i got other friends to attend.. n that day was maybelline's birthday..n TT wans me to take from her that day.. HOOO>>. tired... before that we r smsing n maybel is calling me asking where am i and everybody callingme.. now.. this is wat happen. i got so frustrated n forward one of TT's sms to S.. n S got angry... n after TT knew tat she also got angry n thinks that i back stab her??????????

hello..... -_- see ... jus a small frustration i wanna express n now... i lost TT as a friend.. this is sad.. n i'm sad... she's one of the best good friend i've ever met..no temper, dun gei gao, understand ppl.. i hope she sees this becoz i finally wanna explain.. nvm its over..

see see... be nice wrong.. bad ....... good.... watever...

so full......................................................


sushi day sia... very expensive leh.. buey tahan sia.. 29.95 lo..can u imagine... kaoz... thought i was very hungry but then after looking at so much food i was very full le sia... 2 person eat buffet only sia.. but still we enjoy ourself la...
the only thing we do recently when we meet up... other than movies.. slacking... smoking.. enjoying life is eat eat eat eat eat ... eat all u can sia... so fat le still eat so much sia....
met up with leonardo after that.. so talk talk then buy things then end up at the fishing place.... at pasir ris..drinking kopi and chat... wow... tired tired... today... i'll have to rest... yeah~

hai.. nunu... where are u... miss ya too girlfriend.. only u...

Misson Completed....

I've watched the golden compass yesterday la.. so fun.. so adventurous.. i like man.. lol.. even though syl dun understand but nvm.. i understand can liao.. i love it man.. at first we wanted to watch the chipmunks.. but...by the time we had our dinner.. no tickets le lo..
SO we went over to century square and decided to watch the golden compass.. n guess wat...in there's only 3 person in the cinema la! so funny...

after watching nobody snatch toilet with us lo.. and the lift.. no one is around... weird.. dunno wat happen.. so lonely.. but that'a alright . as long as the show and the person sitting beside me is right... haha...

chatting session after that.. suprisingly. we tok for 2 hrs plus at this neigbourhood place sia... so tired and yet can still this kinda thing sia.. lol.. so boring

can't finish my work sia.. what should we do today?? i dunno.. hai... so boring.. zhen me pan....?

From The Inside lyrics

I don’t know who to trust no surprise(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]Take everything from the inside and throw it all awayCuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with youTension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]Take everything from the inside and throw it all awayCuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with youI won’t waste myself on youYouYouWaste myself on you
You
You
I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all awayCuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with youEverything from the inside and just throw it all awayCuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You



This is how she feels now... if u think that she can barely live or will break down becoz of u.. You r fucking wrong!!

Life jus have to be so unfair to her.. wat did she do sia.. why like that? It was a fucking shock news.. its really so so unexpected and unfair.. why things got to end up like that and make one or everyone who are that close to u so upset and disappointed?

remember.. all things happened and saddness created are all started seeing u.. meeting u there.. or slacking place... and continue.... things happen...( blah blah blah) Ya la.. i know u did make her happy .. but that was only like how many months? wat is ur problem? didn't u know that u are hurting someone or everyone? look how much trust ppl put in u..

ya la.. i dun have the right to comment on u.. but i think its too disappointing and... WOW.. u have to learn to treasure urself more than.. life can only start of once and once u spoilt it.... u are in a mess... think about it lo.. i duno wat's the situation now for ur side.. but definately that's not an excuse for u to do such a fucking cb thing to her...

Look LOok LOok Loook clearly~! listen up... i jus went to buy ur christmas present.. and now...yeah.. i can have it... for the every first time i see u.. i dislike u becoz of part of ur character.. i've accepted for u for who u are now n thought u can fucking give my friend happiness and she can give u.. now u fucking screw things up becoz u r so confused and itchy.. come on la... how old r u... make up ur fucking mind can a not..

Look at her.. n her.. n her... n them... all becoz ur mistake.. ya la ya la.. this kind of thing cannot be bothered or blame... but YOU r the one who make n created this la.. dun tok cork or give excuses la. fuck... watever it is... u better leave her n dun make life miserable for her.. if not.. wait n see la... i dun care how many ang kong he has la.. wanna settle also can come de lo.. she can still stay happy or even more happy without u.. think of y they leave u too also...

go n think la... dun anyhow anyhow jump down jump down la.. wanna jump to try bungy jump.. dun come here n try to be funny.. EEEEEEEEEEE watever la.. dun let me see ur face again! cb

This pic is on my office computer wall paper... so cute.. imiss merry sia... hai~~ look at my sister.. toking n sayanging her... so cute man...

no ling gan today.. i' stuck at the bedrooms.. wat happen man~~!!! got on submit tml.. i think its becoz this wall paper... loing concentration man...

back to worl~!:)

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Together We are Siao Gias..
Dec 13, '07 12:05 AMfor everyone
It was a long day yesterday sia.. keep dozing off in the office la.. i think its becoz i've not been sleeping well for the pass few days..
Have been going out with leonardo and sylviao these few days... dunno wat to do... everyday go mum mum... waited for her for 3hrs sia yesterday... becoz of her staffs and work... they do things so so so slowly and end up no cab fare... good for them.. but too bad for ah fang n Jane le wor...
We went for supper then.. porridge.. eeeee not nice de lo.. and the si leonardo.. drive"left right left right left right" almost wanted to vomit lo.. then slacking time starts.. stupid syl dance the wat... er... "hao shao wei" lol.. damn funny lo...
Ktv night.. the lame leonardo.. "YU~~~ bu ting Luo Xia Lai~~"... haha.. damn funny la.. look at his expressions... i dunno why ah.. the 3 of us so tired le still can suggest this type of entertainment.. anyway.. its laughing sessions all the way with them..
At the point of time I 've actually forget my problems and troubles... Happy:)

Its the End....
Dec 11, '07 8:24 AMfor edna's contacts
Unexpected things just happened within 3 weeks... for the pass one week, people around me are having problems and facing so much misery and torture.. that's including me... The bad thing; I'm involved..... the good thing; less trouble.. less problems
Can anyone tell me wat do they really want out of their friends? Words can be so powerful that it can let someone down off the building.. words are so powerful tat allows someone whom are so so so close to be du lan and left you... What u wan... good also say.. not good also say..
Luckily its not from my 2 good friends... I knew they won't say such a thing la... So childish? hmmm.... its rude to say that to someone who listens to u every single time when u are in trouble... I dun wanna say anything more..
Its over... BUT... me n my girlfriend will still be the same... No regrets.. She's the one i care the most other than her.. "you" i dun bother much.. jus thanks for giving me all these.. i'm in misery.. all thanks to.. ya...

It was a long day yesterday sia.. keep dozing off in the office la.. i think its becoz i've not been sleeping well for the pass few days..
Have been going out with leonardo and sylviao these few days... dunno wat to do... everyday go mum mum... waited for her for 3hrs sia yesterday... becoz of her staffs and work... they do things so so so slowly and end up no cab fare... good for them.. but too bad for ah fang n Jane le wor...
We went for supper then.. porridge.. eeeee not nice de lo.. and the si leonardo.. drive"left right left right left right" almost wanted to vomit lo.. then slacking time starts.. stupid syl dance the wat... er... "hao shao wei" lol.. damn funny lo...
Ktv night.. the lame leonardo.. "YU~~~ bu ting Luo Xia Lai~~"... haha.. damn funny la.. look at his expressions... i dunno why ah.. the 3 of us so tired le still can suggest this type of entertainment.. anyway.. its laughing sessions all the way with them..
At the point of time I 've actually forget my problems and troubles... Happy:)