I'm always so STRONG.. in mind.in heart.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

i think this is the largest i can do lo.... look at the contents ba.. our old place with ah sum.. lol... its has been a long time le...thanks for making me that badge.. i like it.. meet up soon~!!! here she is....

Thanks for making me so happy yesterday... thanks u syl... lol... er xin da bian.. work hard ppl.. love u...

Met juan on Tue after work at tam... wat we eat?? cheap chinese restaurant.. lol... the food... whoooooOOooo no need to say.. its damn good lo.. buay tahan... whOooO.. the herbal soup... nice... the sambal prawn... best of the best.. the mushroom.. wa that.. my favourite.. nice man... look at the food... she sure can eat lo.. eat n eat n eat... so much lo... after that she still eat mac curly fries and coffee with mas malows... aiya dunno how to spell la...

watever.. my english not good anyway....

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

AH~~~~~ why am i still stuck in the office at this time?? huh.. why so many things to do.. huh huh huh... my @@s.. so painful.. have been facing the computer from like... hmmm more than half a day....

vomit again... wat's new.. i think its the chicken rice lo..... all the chilli.. wa lau... where are the good doc....heal me baby.. heal me.. wa lau...

my favourtie pictures ... so far la... whooOooOoO i like..... new year new year.. come quickly... i need a break...

syl syl syl... where are u.... why u never call me yesterday!!! u liar liar liar.. i like liars.. lol.... too busy ... "i knew that" .. my busy schedule... n urs... hai... haven not seen u like century liao lo and i miss u so much lo. as a friend of course....please please please... ti gong ah.. po bi ah jie jie ka gin ka gin kua tio ah boy boy..... hey... u know wat to do after looking at this entry??? i bet u know..... say no more... talk u to later!~

i also dunno why i post this picture... but... lol... very funny.. tabuleh tahan... pathetic face... oh... its WEAK face maybe...

Monday, January 28, 2008

sunday was the best of the best day man.. mei mei n i was like... so bored.. until she suggested to make japanese curry for me... i was very hungry... sob... look at the details of the cooking.. so happening n funny la... so happy when i'm with my sister.. mauck,, mei.. i love u n my babies....

please do study hard ok... i'll love u.. be there for u n buy u watever u wan that i can afford.. yeah... then.. after eating.. is chinatown session sia.. its really new year mood liao lo.. huat ah~~~!!!

only pictures with her make me pretty.. i also dunno why... looking at her... 16 years old le... we are still so so so close.. i still love her more.. n she is getting to understand me more le wor... she's growing more mature as i felt more open towards her.. i love u mei mei... hee =P

Saturday, January 26, 2008

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WhoooOooOooOoo Best of the best session yesterday... buay tahan.. i'm so so so tired now la... still in the office working.. slacking time chop chop done up this thing lo. so funny la.. buay tahan... lol...

won my friends' money yesterday.. sibei pai seh... lol... so lucky yesterday la... hee... ban luck... won... majong won... yeah.. muack.. miss my gambling ka kis....")

Friday, January 25, 2008

-_-again..

nuruldino wrote on Jan 24
ok.you know why edna?cos the comments werent even on that blog.its here.you deleted here but you posted it up there.atrracting attention edna?why nv post up the things you said b4 you turn yourback on me AGAIN edna?It seems like ive wasted much of my time.turn myself away edna?thts one thing iv nv did honestly to you.until you did edna.

有些人就是那么无聊。真是buay tahan.... 我想我还是diam diam..让只有会读华语的人读。很生气但。。。。。哈哈你真的是一个joke... 希望nabs 会看到你说什么，这样她才知道她所说的all are useless... 可怜。。走开啦~

ONe last fucking comment:

nuruldino wrote today at 11:27 PM
edna...edna.its just like you.to blow things out of proportion.same thing.use my words against me.goodness.how about not taking everything as an offense?dont understand why you so damn worked up.your entry was asking 'why ah?" so i tell you why la.ahya edna.you are so jaded.so deluded.

TOOT*TOOT* ANOTHER FUCKING COMMENT>>>

nuruldino wrote today at 11:05 PM
CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM:firstly , its 'anything you say'secondly,I wasnt tring to start a war.although i have many reasons to feel betrayed.yes i can "dirty" my own blog and spill out everything?so what if ppl know what you did.what you said.and then what you did instead?how does it benefit me?thirdly, ppl take you for granted cos you let them.you potray yourself as weak.its human nature to prey on the weak.You coming out as strong now, has no effect.cos its only in your blog,youre brave.you are not too kind.you are too weak.(again,not against you,).

oOOooOOOoOoOoOoOooOoo """yes i can "dirty"my own blog and spill out everything?so what if ppl know what you did.what you said.and then what you did instead?how does it benefit me?"

hello.. look at wat u toking about.. spill everyting out.. let ppl know wat u did n all... does it benefit me? did i do such a thing like that??? wu liao lo... u no need to criticise wat've did to potray myself as a WEAK prey... i believe this is how u know me as ME>.. i'm such a person.. i allow my friends to bully me n prey on me.. so wat..i like.. i happy i song.. none of ur business... u too prey on ppl not ma?? as if i care.. now while still replying u this i'm still very zat lat of wat i say... dun bi wo.. if u think i'm weak.. jus try lo... but anyway. i won't stupidly dirty my hands or mouth...

this will be the last thing i mention about u commenting like that.. I'm a FUCKING WEAK person... not like others who are FUCKING STRONG... er xin da bian... please... go n write on ur own blog how am i as a person.. things u wanna say about urself n all... i'm already fucking stupid to post a entry on u le.. siam~

HOPEFULLY THIS IS THE LAST COMMENT FROM U... PLEASE...>>>

nuruldino wrote today at 10:17 PM
EH KIMAK,its my pasal ah what i wanna comment right.freedom of speech.im entitled to my own oppinion.and STOP thinking that im so fucking against you.(maybe now i am).So paranoid for what.If youre defensive , then you are very much guilty of it .no?To me, IN MY OPPINION, you did change.tts all.

I DUN WANNA SAY OR ADD ON.. ZOU KAI... who make me so defensive.. guilty?? haha eh.. telling ppl off ah... i 've changed ... becoz of wat sia.. say no more.. leave me alone..

ANOTHER COMMENT RECIEVED>>>>

"nuruldino wrote today at 9:38 AM
haha see see...telling off again.oh well yah ok fine.the guys are irritating.then get your money back la.how about asking?instead of the now common Owe$pay$ entry.ya move on.already did la.its up to you la what you wanna think of me k?im not dirtying your blog la pls.just adding color."

wa.. so obvious ah~ comfirm plus chop lo.. anyway i already knew who is tat unknown person la.. telling ppl off? hmmm... maybe la.. hopefully is jus telling ppl who i**************** off..
common owe $ pay $ ... my first time writing it.. i dun wan to anyhow think about things about u.. so.. jus remain as now... silence... adding colour??? Do U knOw WhAt is ColOur... hmmmm.stop le la... wo qiu qiu ni la..

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Wohooooooo kanna comment from my previous entry sia... wa lau... its already over and now this person.. dunno ah tiang.. gei gan leave this kind of comment...... PLEASE READ:

"Anonymous said...
you know edna, you used to be nice and sweet and reading your blog was about your day and how your hamsters are doing.it seems like the trend for you now is to tell ppl off ah? tsktsktsk.up to you la.its your life.peace

6:33 PM"

ai yo.. very irritating leh.. can u jus maybe leave a comment on the entry instead of saying ppl like that... when are u going to stop.. i already said.. watever u are not happy with.. write in ur blog.. dun dirty mine la...

by the way.. watever i say u wanna read then is ur tai ji... its none of ur bussiness.. anyway.. thanks for saying that i used to be very sweet.. becoz of that.. ppl take advantage.. ASK for money... and now i'm toking about how i feel about the "GUYS" recently.. is there anything to do with u?? er... its my life remember... so its up to me...

hello.... move on.. leave me alone.. peace peace

have not been blogging for a long time already.. too held up with my work.. so boring.. met up with my ah hua~ for 3 days straight at our "lao di fang".. tok tok tok n tok.. so much things to share about work and all...
met angel on the 3rd day.. she looks really healthy and prettier now.. so happy for her..:)

psp... ds... hmmm thinking n thinking.. should i buy the psp.. such a waste.. but... hmmm i dunno leh.. sian ah...

i was looking at my purse that day.. thinking that why do i have so much receipts in it.. hmmm guess wat.. they are jus transfered transcation recipets.. hmmm together i got ... hmmm... let me thing... excluding cash.. all the money that i lend other ppl using atm..adds up too $1000
woooooooooo great... wat the puck... still excluding the cash tat i pass it to the other 2 of my friends la..
hai..
frankly speaking.. do i look like a loan shark to u .. guys?? most of them are guys some more.. buay tahan.. wat the puck... i thought they are very thick skin wan? why suddenly majiam all got no backbone... lent already hope u "nan ren" can return it to me lo.. dun force me.. u will regret... i'm now talking about the guys only ok... girls is ok.. u are my jie mei.. lol...

i think now times have seriously changed a lot.. wat i can say is that girls are more sucessful in terms of career and money now.. more stable.. unlike the guys now.. wat are they thinking??? spend n spend .. bet on this buy on that.. woo girls.. then borrow money.. not practical at all lo.. u are stupid or wat.. cb.. talk about this make me more du lan... these guys are jus useless n hopless lo... so old already wanna borrow money from a younger wan ... dun be stupid n take it for granted lo... -_-... too much things to say about these guys nowadays.. hopeless.. useless...
dunno how to get a more stable job izzit.. bloody hell... hello "guys" wake up.. cbs....

dun talk about it le.. hee.. i has been a long time since i bring my sister out.. :) i miss u my mei mei.. muack... please me more thoughful for my money... even u know that i will buy anything for u... u should think of ur studies first alright.. i'll be here for u always... we'll love ferry n ham ham forever!!! muack

Monday, January 21, 2008

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For the pass weekend.. i really enjoyed myself in the chalet... life was all about eating.. playing majong, smoking.. chatting with each other..

i met great people.. great majong kaki.. and i think they are really good people.. i really enjoyed myself.. with michelle they cutie and gary.. the shuai but guai lan.. lol...

the both of them are together for a mth..but it seems to me they are like together for years.. i knew them through joel.. but i felt i am closer to them than to him... i really appreciate the happy times that u two gave me.. i dun even felt lonely and uncomfortable.. its really great to know the two of u.. the chio bu n yandao.. really nothing to say.. thanku so much.. see u guy soon for majong session.... yeah~!

Thursday, January 17, 2008

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my first time eating durian at geylang street.. so cool la.. buay tahan.. at first wanted to eat the "dao huey" wan.. then it shifted to lor 27... sian half.. then decided to go across eat timsum.. before eating.. VOMIT>..>.>>...n y?? becoz i played psp on the bus..

ORdered a lot of timsum to eat.. damn full la.. along the way saw a lot of chio bu sia.. WHOooOoOOo lol.. si bei tor gong wan sia.. mai siao siao.. lol.. rest a while then ......>>>>>>> durian time!! wa lau.. so full still eat durian lo.. the two of them ah jane and ah huey.. buay tahan.. still can eat.. sia... eat eat eat laugh laugh laugh... haha... "ah ley lu YA" lol... we ordered 2 durians.. can't manage to finish the 2nd wan so we tabao.. lol.. sian.. who brought back?? me lo.. of course ..." ur house more ppl" dunno who say wan sia.. lol...

Not feeling well again after eating them.. then giddy.. as if really got XO inthe durian sia.. hmmm then reach home..... VOMIT again.. sian.. ahh durian came out... er xin da bian.. buay tahan.. then... go to bed... again... VOMIT... i think i should not eat them the next time...

Next day at work... at night... my gastric.. is getting s opainful... i dunno y.. i've been vomiting always.. but this is the first time so painful la.. sia la.... then ... very tong ku in office.. sob... hai...

today.. still vomiting.. .i think i should go n see doc.. before my bb dunwanna tok to me n ah huey will say that i'm a sturborn idiot!!!!!!!!!! ah~

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

so tired... so shag... dunno why... recently keep going back early n watch tv n play with ferry.. but y ah.. still so tired.. like someone hor.. ask why he's still so tired slacking everyday.. lol...
now.. meeting her is my hobby.. i also dunno why.. ur jokes.... buay tahan...

fri always playing majong with gary, mic n joel.. so funny la mich.. so pretty n ke ai.. buay tahan... chio bu ... ren ren ai wor... lol...

my pri one friend text me in friendster say she's selling clothes.. so me n bb bought something from her... the last time i heard her voice was like pri 3 la... wa lau.. more than ten years ago already.. thought of meeting her but....scare... i dunno why leh.. lol...

now everyday... my rountine will be n work.. eat... sleep.... tok on the phone.. ktv.. majong.. shopping!!! haha... ok la...

that night when we are at same old place eating.. our"friend" auntie... tok n tok n tok.. n suddenly.. she raised up this question.... " dun mind aunite ask, why today only the 3 of u.. where are the others..."... hello.. auntie... y u sunddenly sia.... question mark leh... lol.. wat i said?
" they all busy.. dun live around here already" ....

Monday, January 14, 2008

I've read your blog girl...
Very good...
If this is wat u wan...
Very good...
If u think u are trying be kind...
That's even better..
I've lost...
No use for anyone who wanna help us..
Forget it...
You will be always in here with me.. I'll remember...
For now.. We'll jus be apart.. tak care...

Saturday, January 12, 2008

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really very tired in the office.. really very very bored,, keep thinking about it.. but.. hai.. i dunno how to get rid of it man.. impossible also sia.. so.. nvm la...

thank u syl n leonard.. i really control myself very well that day already and i really cannot take it le.. so i burst it out... after smoking 2 packs of cig n using up 2 packs of tissue.. i really feel better... really..thank u so much ... n .. Oh.. sorry that u got snap... but its not ur fault la ... hai.. i dunno how to console u .. but i knew u r really angry... haha....

friend.. thank u.. seriously if u never stand beside me n say thosing touching words i will still keep inside.. really.. i dunno wat to say le.. thank u.. erm.... i dunno wat to add on liao lo... oh ya.. still wanna thank the both of them console me n sing those weird song with some weird voices.. damn funny.. =)... and of course.. u two touching sms.... thanks..

Friday, January 11, 2008

My cousin's wedding.. its in orchid country club BALLROOM leh.. lol first time to attend wedding there man... anywhere we are jus trying to take continously funny shots.. so here it goes..

faces kanna block le sia... hmmm next wan....

retarded faces man... we are that close u see... love them... muackk... wat's next....

look at the guai lan faces.. fromt the very left is my cute godbrother... then on the left is my handsome brother

and on the right... is "zhen pin hui" wanna be.. my muscular cousin brother... cute ba.. so guai lan la the looks.. lol... as for me... as usual.. the "da jie"stays in the center... haha.... i love my brother!!!!

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My birthday celebration at fish and co on the 9/1/2008..
17 of us are sitting outside and eating the best food! I wanna thank all of them above as well as AN, Meh, Chris Man, Bro and Leonardo... thank you.

sad things on the 8th but.. these ppl are with me to make me happy,give me surprises and did a celebration ... i'm very very touched.. seriously.. all these planning are from my baobei laopo.. i wanna thank her for everthing she did for me. of course.. she 's the one who contact me sec, poly and outside friends to gather together n make this thing happen.. she really did a lot for me. thank you so so so much.. it will not happen if there's no u. muackz:)

thanks to my polymates and my 3wives and baby for flowers the bag and earings..
thanks to syl n leonard,juan,mei for the fossil watch..
thanks to nic, fanny, val and layhan for the brown bag.. i love it very much
thanks to my 2 bosses for the DKNY watch.... i love it too!
thanks to edw for your flowers and citygem necklace
thanks to mama for the da hong bao
thanks to little mei for the cake...

many thanks for u ppl to make me pull through my unhappiness and make the celebration works.. thank u...:) enjoy babies...

So.. who's next???? lol.... muz be u le my one n only....:)

Thursday, January 10, 2008

i'm not a chicken... why i dun wanna reply you... becoz.. i know u kanna ban and wanna say things to her.. but i dun help u... go n sms her if u wan.. this is not mai tia ji.. my dui xiang is not u.. go n read the paticular entry again n see since when she mention about u.. u r her best of the best friend. i dun wanna say more becoz later u will say i have to get my facts right.. i'm not going to reply u.. unless u really wanna tok to me... n will never block u either.. 井水不犯河水 watever n wanna say me i won't take it to heart... my temper can allow u guys to say me bui.. say my english lan.. say my ex.. say i auntie ask me to shut up.. i dun feel anything.

only when nunu say......... i felt it.. but your words... i won't take it to heart..

华语好有怎么样。既然会有鸟人看得懂。对不起啊，不能让你们在我这里流言。天注定的吧！看到你承认你自己是谁真高兴，证明你是有种的。掌声鼓励鼓励！看到你这么生气不知道应该觉得懊恼还是爽。虽然知道会有更多事情将会发生但。。。。。。所有的东西都是那几个弄对鸟人所照成的。开心了吗？你是你们所要求的吧？我想肯定是。

“她”一路来都是这样的看这你们的评语。但她已经不能忍受了。是谁逼她的？接下来的战争是在所难免的。欺人太甚，多人说的东西不一定是对的。要我们把事情弄对是吗？那你也最好把事情的来龙去脉弄对。别它妈的在这里吠。要是你们这些鸟人要说别人的懒焦话请不要在这里滴滴哒哒，应该在你们自己的鸟巢里吵，别到这里来。你自己没有部落格的话就去弄一个。大个黑黑的会。请你们说话时经过大脑。看看在8/1/2008评语里，是谁开始人身攻击，请你们think think....

会说英语很了不起吗？我觉得你只是心里不平衡罢了。看了你们所有人的评语之后只觉得你们是白痴。看看你们写了什么。伤人的话说了只会让你们嘴巴烂掉。岂有此理，说到你们就让我火上加火。尤其使你。想那黑黑一团的你，简直让我彻底的失望。也没流一点出路给我。英文了不起是吧。那你试试读看我的华语。语无伦次的你让我决得束手无策，让我想到你就决得很烦感。过去所有为你的服出是白费的。自以为聪明的你就淡淡离我而去。还敢说这么多费话。是先想想在你最失落的时候是谁把你从故里拉上来？是谁在你最低落的时候不顾一切的伸出援手。是我！

当我看到你用那些说我的话我真的情不自禁的下那把难忍的泪。一滴一滴的从我漂亮的眼眶落下。我是那么的不甘愿，那么的心翠。你怎么可以伤到我的自尊心的。你的人身攻击让我决的我是一文不值。我是那么的后悔，后悔付出我说对你累积的时间，口水。对你的了解我是连你有多少毛我都知道。你对我呢确是一知半解。你令我对你恨之入骨，怀恨在心，我会牢记你所给过我的类似毛一样细的友谊。谢谢。

听好，这一切的一切，都是你所照成的。别再把责任推卸给别人，没用的，你明白吗。你是不会认输的对吧。没关系因为你已经是无可救药了，再说你有他们那些鸟人和你作伴。下一次说话适可而止就好。别到别人的部落各班门弄斧。你这个不自量力的家伙。我对你是彻底的绝望。你所说的华我会牢牢记得。请你以后不要再让我看到你。一山不能藏二虎，那座山是不能容纳两个我们的。所以离我远一点。最后发各油！

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

WhOoooho... its has been a long time again.. too busy with work le sia.... Happy new year... nothing much this year.. ending is not really good.. but starting... hmm.. i dunno.. On 1st of Jan2008 time: 4.40am... "toot toot" sms recieved... " I fucking hate you.both" second sms "toot toot" "Fuck it la. all of you are just the same.been a large part of my life and let me down. i've lost faith in all rs coz of all of u. fuck it. hypocritical selfish human begins." 4th sms i received on a NEW YEAR's DAY.. by my best pal... -_- wat is this? i got nothing to say nothing to add on... great disappointment.. Next thing... tt n company say the i'm a joke. wat do u mean by i'm a joke? i'm a joker? or its my extistence? funny?? go ahead n laugh... i sounds like syl? er....... check this out.. everyone who are angry sounds like that man.. then wat.. wat's wrong with asking someone to return things that BELONGS to them? not right? cannot ask ah? ITS out money.. our things.. jus ask only wat.. then? nvm.. money not important.. if i can use money to actually see wat kind of person this is then go ahead.. i dun need that money.. i'm earning it now... -_- izzit wrong to be angry?? I'm a joke? .... i dun fucking care wat u wanna say behind my back... er... back stabbed si bo... go ahead n ka ppl's lan jiao wei... LISTEN UP PPL... if u think the both of us are doing wat u guys are doing then u ah fucking wrong... i got other better things to do.. not much friends to bother about so wat.. more relaxed.. can play with ferry more.. that's my problem.. not yours.. Another thing regarding another matter... " hello"! i'm not a spare tyre.. when u need me u tok to me nicely , when u dun need me u scold me n kb me... CCB.. u think i wat sia.. fuck off n leave me alone if u wanna do that.. i dun need this kind of ppl... not friend.. understand a not sia.. mai zhor lim bei du lan.. kkn.. since when u guys see me in this angry state sia.. who make me like that.. if u all think its becoz that angry person syl influenced me to be like that.. u gonna derserve a slap man.. stupid childish ass hole.. watever la.. posting a blog n tok about how i feel is my fucking tai ji.. whoever wanna read u read.. dun come here kao bei kao bu... diam diam.. not happy wanna show ur anger... go ahead... n write in ur own blog... dun dirty mine.. Last time.. i dun like ppl to be rude.. dun kan here n there n say bo tai ji... bo ji kuan tai ji wan ok.. "ah si li hmmm zai wo gong si mi.. li eh tai ji" bye bye!

Monday, January 07, 2008

Picture taken on my cousin's wedding dinner yesterday.. held in the ballroom of Orhid Country Club sia.. big shot... look at everyone.. so chio... including me of course... haha...

my new hair colour bronze with ash green leh... damn nice la.. i like man.

my favourite cousin.. miss leong ling ying... she is a very strong n determin lady... her theme for the night is korean beauty... chio ba.... looks so pretty... i like... hee... very happy..

all cousins took photos together man...30 plus of them l eh.. upload later la... next...

Little jane n me... at sakae at hereen.. with my christmas present... little camera.. its a lighter and also a touch light... haha.. its a necklace leh.. damn cute lo.. buay tahan la... i love it man.. hee

thanks syl...

after dinner.. ah fang, syl, jane.. and.. we went ktv sia.. ah fang n jane.. so noisy!! so funny.. haha... we had a jay chou concert sia.. cool! haha

Lastly... my little ferry has grown to be like her sister merry... so cute n big size now... wow.. but... when i look at her.. the feeling is so different ... i miss merry.. love u.. muack....

Thursday, January 03, 2008

i POSTED something this morning..
but... i dun wan her to get mistaken n screwed by other ppl.. so i deleted....
why? becoz i care... but wat u care was how they will think...
then me leh sister... -_-.. see the link now? thanks... i'm tired.. let me do my work.