I'm so so so tired... so sleepy... work work work.. schedule is getting tider n tider.. wat should i do??? yawn... went for 2 movies this month le... first time watch 2 shows in a week.. wa... buay tahan.... so tired... keep OT ing and bring back things to do... have been in the office at 6am for 2 times this week.. slept only for 1 hr.. for both days.. how to tahan... later.. gt badminton sia... yawn... wat's next... bring it on man... i'm a machine.. lol.. sian.. now is si bei sleepy de lo... hards n limbs are so nuar peh peh... how?? hmmmm

i'm getting darker ... i think i should got n buy the whitening lotion soon... sob.. if not sooner our outings will make me an indian skinned soon~ Oosp... bum into juan yesterday.. actually she claims that she's doing good.. somehow when she reply make me feels that she is jus being defensive with my words... this make me very uncomfortable..drawing a line somehow.. dun feel like meeting her.. but.. i dunno how to tell her that.. so .. i better kept quiet... hope she can do well in her sales n marketing..

michelle jio majong yesterday.. i was so tempted to go.. but its at west coast... whOoOo moreever... already comfirm meeting syl n xiao mei mei n spongebob... so.. i pushed it away.. she's very understanding.. never say anything.. haha.. hope tonight also got lobang.. miss playing majong with u... hee...

Things are getting more concidentally recently.. Mr.ma call me n ask for the bastard's new no. how i know sia.. so long never tok to him le.. then.. next few days... he sms me... for wat?? for $... kanna accident.. need $ to repair the car.. wat the fuck... ask ex gf for $.. wat are ur gf doing.. slacking all the way n let u earn ur money? u idiot.. askher better find a job.. u should start fucking save money n not spending so much... on her.. prada pouch gucci bag... ipod nano.. ya la .. i'm jealous.. becoz when we r together i spend on u instead of u spending of me.. becoz u are jus a army guy.. na bei... dunno how to think ah.. wanna last.. save more moeny n go fucking married... cb.. u think i atm ah.. open mouth ask for $1400...if i was myself half a year ago.. i will ask from all my friends to help u.. but now.. lim bei is bo chap de.. u wan this small amount.. take n go...that day at Pulau ubin.. at the temper.. the sifu.. already said.. guys who look for me is either for $$$$$$ or sex... cb... really cb... then this thing happen... cb... nothing to say leh.. that's y i say.. nowadays.. go where n look for the better ones?? i think i better depend on myself.. cb guys.. now u know ex gf got use ah.. go n think la.. why do i need to care for u when u can leave me there n die myself.. if there's no syl.. no maybel.. u think i can motivate myself.. fuck off.. get the money .. stable le better return me.. dun be like the other 2 guys.. ccb.. making me more du lan..

ah~! @#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()_ so angry... nvm... goint badminton later! yeah.... jia u! still got 5 hours to go.. sian!!! go go go go go go go~!!!