oh man... how ah... hai.. i'm in a very big confusion now.. hai.. life ah life ah.. y like that.. its very difficult to open up myself to tell A that i wanna... but i wanted to not only i'm not happy working now u knoe.. its about the check up as well.. i was afraid tat he will say that it is an excuse.. wat should i do... how how.. hai i dunno sia.. sob.. i'm so luan... should i go may there or go back toy'r'us first to relax a while before i seek for a better job? wat should i do..