i begin to feel very lonely without him and the two hers.. hai~ this weekend beings to be meaningless. wat can i do other watching England match? i have many friends, in the end only left some who really know me. Is there something wrong with me? Did i really did something wrong? wa piang oi.. sian .. si bei sian ah.. y? all becoz i answer with an attitude and i didn;t even knew that she's also not in a good mood.. that's all.. this is the first time i'm losing my temper. jus once u know.. then forever alone.. huh.. wa lau.. cannot understand my situation izzit.. cannot be more understanding issit.. i know u dun owned me anythig but at least i tried my very best to be with u, stay with u when u are down didn't i.. can't u jus forget about this incident and cover it up with the times accompany u? as u should know my life is now so boring with u ang mei lian.. y la.. if time can let me go back on that day i'll accompany her to go drink.. fuck myself..
